Thoughts

Now its 4:44 pm, I just remembering the happenings from last 11 months. Every where and in my every action, I found a mistake. The mistakes could be avoid if I thought them properly. Every time I had an interest to engage myself in different assignments. But, most of the time I had waited for the opportunities. But, I did not get any. Don't know exactly whether I was not able to work with them or they did not trust me. I am dedicated and honest but, still I am not in a good situation. I am ready to work whatever the situation demands. Here I am trying to write down some liberal views of my own. Whatever I fell and think is of my personal. I do not try to hurt any one. I just write down my thoughts in a hope to get a better solution from it. At this moment I think, I am in a cave. How can I release myself, its a big question mark for me. If you have any suggestion in connection to my aforementioned issues, then please let me know...