Half-day

Saturday, although its a working day for me, lot of program I have taken like reading the books, business administration course and other exams involved. But did not success to achieve the goal. its because I thing, its lack of concentration and moving to other activities which is not much important at this time. I did not force myself to do the things properly just giving very low effort. From last three days I am wondering around the blogger sites and trying to write something. And thinking what to write! I have not sufficient vocabulary to write my thoughts currently. what I have in my early days is vanished from my thoughts which pushes me on the back foot. How do I get all my old thoughts and working on them to get a new life. Its very late to get them but sometime I have tried to collect all the early memories. All the old thoughts are not good for me but there was a goal. Wondering in a cloud and running in a simple mind without taking much pain now pushes me towards a unclear future. Now, I am asking question to myself where to go and how, which is also a big question for me. Punctuality is very important for someone to grow up the life. One day I thought, a little effort can help me to achieve the desire, but the little effort could not help me to get my wish.